Mood:Tired
Song of Choice:"Fly High" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Strange
Yesterday was sad, one of the abecrombie and finch crowd kids died. In first block this girl named Mandi a sophomore who has always been reallly nice to me happened to be friend of that guy.
Holding people while they cry has never been something I enjoy doing but somehow I always wind up doing it. I doubt I have some great aura of unconquerable strength that people sense and thus gravitate to me in times of pain...but for soem reasom they do gravitate.
It's hard to do...In manyways I see that as a man's chore...that a man should hold a woman when she breaks down in grief due to loss, but I guess sex doesn't matter when a person crumbles in pain.
::sigh::Loss is an awful thin...but facing it in a room full of cheery strangers is even harder...how does one act when someone depends on you to heal a pain that you don't know how too?
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In anycase yesterday In CISCO I had to run an errand for Mr. Grififn and so did Alex. Well he got back quicker and when I got back he had moved right next to my spot for taking notes during the slide show. I ALWAYS SIT THERE! HE KNOWS I SIT THERE!
So anywho I told him to leave and he said he'd rather stay and then I tried to annoy him into leaving and then he started picking on Armond because it was raining and they had canceled soccer tryouts and Armond is a soccer loony. I finally talked to the boy via note which I have and will copy for you:
Kim: You're mean you know that? Why are you liek that?
Alex:It's in the genes
Kim:That's BS and you know it
Alex:No it's not, I'm not as bad as my dad is
Kim:Should that be taken as a simple statment or perhaps soem resenment or maybe affection?
Alex: Statement and resentment
Kim: I know the feeling...if you resent him why do you act like him
Alex: HABIT!
Kim: Lol man that's weird
Alex: Why I use to be really scrawny and had to be ruder than my class mates.
I would have loved to ask more but the bell rang. I'm curious beyond reason to check out what's his deal and why he's such an ass I mean Carlie tried to kill him twice in one day. I think she may succeed before I get my answers well anywho liek the layout? I hope so but Igtg get ready for school. Later
Kim
Song of Choice:"Fly High" by Ayumi Hamasaki
Topic: Strange
Yesterday was sad, one of the abecrombie and finch crowd kids died. In first block this girl named Mandi a sophomore who has always been reallly nice to me happened to be friend of that guy.
Holding people while they cry has never been something I enjoy doing but somehow I always wind up doing it. I doubt I have some great aura of unconquerable strength that people sense and thus gravitate to me in times of pain...but for soem reasom they do gravitate.
It's hard to do...In manyways I see that as a man's chore...that a man should hold a woman when she breaks down in grief due to loss, but I guess sex doesn't matter when a person crumbles in pain.
::sigh::Loss is an awful thin...but facing it in a room full of cheery strangers is even harder...how does one act when someone depends on you to heal a pain that you don't know how too?
In anycase yesterday In CISCO I had to run an errand for Mr. Grififn and so did Alex. Well he got back quicker and when I got back he had moved right next to my spot for taking notes during the slide show. I ALWAYS SIT THERE! HE KNOWS I SIT THERE!
So anywho I told him to leave and he said he'd rather stay and then I tried to annoy him into leaving and then he started picking on Armond because it was raining and they had canceled soccer tryouts and Armond is a soccer loony. I finally talked to the boy via note which I have and will copy for you:
Kim: You're mean you know that? Why are you liek that?
Alex:It's in the genes
Kim:That's BS and you know it
Alex:No it's not, I'm not as bad as my dad is
Kim:Should that be taken as a simple statment or perhaps soem resenment or maybe affection?
Alex: Statement and resentment
Kim: I know the feeling...if you resent him why do you act like him
Alex: HABIT!
Kim: Lol man that's weird
Alex: Why I use to be really scrawny and had to be ruder than my class mates.
I would have loved to ask more but the bell rang. I'm curious beyond reason to check out what's his deal and why he's such an ass I mean Carlie tried to kill him twice in one day. I think she may succeed before I get my answers well anywho liek the layout? I hope so but Igtg get ready for school. Later
Kim
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